“They’re perfect,” the nurse replied immediately. “Healthy, beautiful, and with lungs that look like they want to tell the world off. They already miss their mom.”
Mauricio woke up to the noise. When he saw her with her eyes open, something melted on his face. It wasn’t just relief. It was guilt, fear, exhaustion, love, and shame all rolled into one expression.
—Elena…
She stared at him for a long time. She thought about the months of distance, the phone face down, the late arrivals, everything she had chosen not to look at. He was back. The “later” was already here.
“We need to talk,” he said quietly, “but not right now. First, bring my children to me.”
Their names were Mateo and Leo. Mateo came out first, weighing 2.58 kilos, with his mother’s dark eyes and a serious expression that made the nurses laugh from day one. Leo came out next, weighing 2.49 kilos, boisterous, strong, and possessing a boisterous cry that gave everyone the same unspoken thought: that boy was going to be a force to be reckoned with in every good way. When they were finally placed in Elena’s arms, one on each side, she held them the way one holds things that are almost lost forever. She didn’t cry. The crying had already passed. She looked at them like someone memorizing a test, a promise, a reason never to let go again.
Mauricio stood at the edge of the bed.
—Elena, I…
“I know,” she interrupted, without taking her eyes off the babies.
He remained still.
—I suspected it for a long time. I just didn’t want to see it.
The silence between the two was different from what it had been in previous months. It was no longer filled with evasions. It was filled with truth.
“Was it serious?” she finally asked.
Mauricio took a while to respond.